Some weeks ago, my sister told me one of her girlfriend is suffering from acute depression and she tried to kill herself.
This surprised me because we know this girl as she looked always so happy and positive. She always comforting other people. From her case I realised that people who looks happy doesn't mean they are really happy from inside. I had a girlfriend who was always complaining and looked unhappy, but it doesn't really mean she suffers more depression than the people who look always happy.
I am having a moody evening tonight. Maybe because the lack of sleep. Recently I often wake up in the middle night after one or two hours sleeping.I know lack of sleeping will cause depression. So I thought to write down is good to let the mood out. I don't know whom I should to talk with, I am not a person who likes to tell negative things and problem to other people. In real life, I am a better listener than problem talker. Even to my sister, I find it's hard to talk my problem to, because to my sister and the rest family, I seem always strong and independent, they think I can take good care of myself.
I find it good that I have this blog to write my problem, to give me a place to express my feeling.